OH MY GOSH!

oh my.. i totally forgot about my blog. it almost had been a year since i last updated it. sigh! well, i do have a good reason for the long leave though. i had to settle my life since my fucking ex boyfriend fucked up my entire life. that damn bastard! have you ever wonder how does it feel to get backstabbed by ur boyfriend and so-called friend? it's a i'm-going-to-kill-myself feeling!!

oh, who cares anyway! i just dont wanna have any more connection with the bastard and the bitch!

fuck them.! :D i will always get the last laugh! just u see..!

so, as i was saying. i had to re-arrange my life. get back on track. cuz i know i have wasted a few months of my good life with some damn bastards. what did I do? drink and get drunk! nahh, joking! LOL! with the help of all my good friends of course. my besties! my sistahs! <3

who cares if u fucked up! it's what we called learning isn't it? so, just forget bout it, and move on. but DON'T ever repeat the same mistake again as u go! keep ur head high. ur spirit up. cuz u r gonna need it.

i'm really glad of all the people i met. they absofuckinlutely made me who i am today. the new me. ;)

oh, i'm talking crap again! LOL! okay. from now on, i'm gonna update this blog, if i can find the time. XD aite, ciao!

HOLIDAY

ah! it's the end of this semester! u know.. HOLIDAY!! yippee! my gosh!

oh yeah, lemme tell ya about my chemistry paper just now.. hahaha! i've been smiling the whole time. not because it was easy but i fucking hard! and as usual, i left the examination hall early..

besides it damn cold in there..

but it doesn't matter anymore.! i wanna have fun!! gahhh~ forget about numbers, formula, and everything!! no books! no assignments! just fun! fun! fun!

my top list :

tonight! i'm going out with my bestfriends!! eat and drinks.. get drunk.. hey, teenagers okay.!

what else.. a date maybe.. hahaha!

my gosh! i'm so happy that i'm speechless!!

anyway, have fun! with love~

therapy!

my gosh! examination! but nothing could feel better than facing the last paper!! yehaaa!

i'm doing it baby! LOL anyway, i am so stressed! and so gonna die! i know i didn't study very well..

oh, well.. who cares anyway.. i am so outta here!

i want to leave this damn fucking college! argh! only god knows why!

and such a shit to fall for someone who is in rush to throw you away! yeah, it sucks.. real bad..!

but anyhow! i've found my man. ^^,

i don't care if he's 10 years older than me. hey, love is blind. love makes everyone feel young.. well, almost. hahaha!

let's keep this love burning baby! aww!

actually, i should really be studying right now. gonna face chemistry paper very soon. in less than 24hours. but, i feel like wanna bluff. people get bored if i speak, so i just write it down. and u can read it yourself. :)

what else..? oh yeah, i'm hungry. i'm fucking starving man! LOL!

psst! can anyone teach me chemistry!!!

Yeap! gettin started!

Gosh! I'm going to face me final exam soon! it's just around the corner! hurm.. I'm still not preparing anything yet.. :( and it's so stressful !! I really want to quit.. This will surely break my mum's fragile heart, but I just can't stand it here.. :(

I don't like science at all.. I wanna be a teacher.. All i can do is pray to God that I will make the right decision.. :)

hey! pssst~ I got a crush on someone! omG! he's so cute! LOL! He's caring.. and he's making me missing him every minute..

I know this all happening too fast.. but I just can't help myself..

I'm a bit lonely right now.. I need someone to be there to hug me, wiping my tears away~

i don't know~

i don't know why this life has to be so unfair.. i just want to live a normal life.. or, maybe this is normal but i just don't know how to live my life..
well.. what i hate about life is, that it has so many choices, and i really hate choices.. seriously...